Pain and Resolve

This past weekend was hard, is hard. It's hard because i can feel one of any number of emotions, most of which normally are not felt all at the same time. I have great friends, who constantly show themselves to be such. I have people who love me, and care about me, and constantly build me up, but at the same time, i have proven to be a monster... a much darker person than i ever thought i could be, and it kills me to know this. so, the only thing i can really do is move on. the past is the past, as saves the day says,

"Despair could ravage you if you turn your head around
to look down the path that's lead you here, cause what can you change?
You're a vessel now floating down the waterways.
You can take your rudder and aim your ship,
just don't bother with the things left in your wake."

so that is what i am choosing to do, live life. BE HAPPY. and in this spirit, here is something funny.



I love Don Quixote.