The Last Kiss

So im watching The Last Kiss and actually... im not getting more depressed than i already am... very surprising because normally i would, or do? i dont know... but yeah, all wanting to get married, and all that jazz... missing being in love... wanting a family... wanting to fulfill my dreams... and being scared, because i dont know what the future holds, i dont know how i am going to be able to do these things i want... for the most part... in my life, i have plans, i have plans upon plans, back up plans to plans of plans that haven't even begun... but now, i dont know, i can't see the future, i have no plan for being alone. and actually, zack braff said, "Everything feels pretty planned out, you know?. It's like I know everything that's gonna happen. There are no more surprises" and that got me to thinking... my life isn't planned out, i have a hell of a lot more surprises left! im just gonna be walking along in life, and BAM! im going to meet the woman of my dreams, and BAM! we're gonna get married... and all these things i want, will come out of no where... and you know what... im glad i dont know whats going to happen, cause its going to be even more exciting than i can possibly predict.