i think most of the time i just take things in stride... i handle stressful situations pretty well. i normally look at the bright side of things, or im ok with the realism of a situation and realize that there is no gain in feeling sorry for myself, or being upset cause it wont help anyone... but honestly... i think i just bottle it all up inside. cause every once in a while, something will happen, some plan will fall through, or some idea i had will end up being false... and my whole world will crumble... and i'll fall apart, about everything... and i will feel the weight of the world in full force...
im feeling it now.
i know it wont last, i know that tomorrow i'll be fine, but that never changes ANYTHING. i still feel the way i feel now, and it still sucks, and my situation hasn't changed what so ever... and for the moment, i am blinded by the present, and can not see the future, and i hate it!
i want so much, i give so much... why can't i just get a little bit back? whatever... it doesn't matter. i'll stop now.
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